that was bad...
Normally, I'd let myself get away with what happened.. then again, I've been like this for so long and it's no wonder why I am where I am now.
When I think about it, the one thing I can really call my own is my love for music and playing the guitar. I remember posting a long list here of people I thanked.. who i should mention now that i forgot to mention rose (good luck sa boards!:D).. but anyway..
This weekend was packed. From a meeting in UP to fix the concert, to happy hour, then work the next day (thank God this got cancelled) to usual saturday night activities (thank God wala rin kaming ensayo) then 3 masses (played in 2) and a sportsfest today. (plus nagpahatid pa kapatid ko dahil sa kalabuan ng mga magulang, but that is for an entirely different post). I'm quite thankful that I'm able to serve with so many groups, but this weekend, I guess it's time to kick myself in the ass a bit. Mind you, it wasn't the worst by any means, but I know i can do better. the 32 kids deserved better, so did the congregation in UP. Not that i don't give, but I know that was not my best, and I can do much better.
yeah, weird coz i'm normally half assed lazy in almost everything except.. again another topic for another post.. which i planned to write about but have decided to defer til after my sd session.. but, yeah, normally, I'd leave well enough alone. then again, today, I'm just not happy with that. I'll probably sleep it off and put in some sitting in the corner time this week.
I guess that's how i am sometimes. I'd very easily admit it, in 2 of my groups, I'm probably one of (if not) the least talented. This I TRY to make up with heart. Every little thing i can do, from lineups to text brigs and trying to get everyone together and making projects run to running around fixing pieces and coordinating the sound system.. the little things.. even providing alot of comic relief. then again, that's the way i am with things i (insert big word here). <- yeah, this paragraph is probably meant for someone.
ok, now the hard part..
When I think about it, the one thing I can really call my own is my love for music and playing the guitar. I remember posting a long list here of people I thanked.. who i should mention now that i forgot to mention rose (good luck sa boards!:D).. but anyway..
This weekend was packed. From a meeting in UP to fix the concert, to happy hour, then work the next day (thank God this got cancelled) to usual saturday night activities (thank God wala rin kaming ensayo) then 3 masses (played in 2) and a sportsfest today. (plus nagpahatid pa kapatid ko dahil sa kalabuan ng mga magulang, but that is for an entirely different post). I'm quite thankful that I'm able to serve with so many groups, but this weekend, I guess it's time to kick myself in the ass a bit. Mind you, it wasn't the worst by any means, but I know i can do better. the 32 kids deserved better, so did the congregation in UP. Not that i don't give, but I know that was not my best, and I can do much better.
yeah, weird coz i'm normally half assed lazy in almost everything except.. again another topic for another post.. which i planned to write about but have decided to defer til after my sd session.. but, yeah, normally, I'd leave well enough alone. then again, today, I'm just not happy with that. I'll probably sleep it off and put in some sitting in the corner time this week.
I guess that's how i am sometimes. I'd very easily admit it, in 2 of my groups, I'm probably one of (if not) the least talented. This I TRY to make up with heart. Every little thing i can do, from lineups to text brigs and trying to get everyone together and making projects run to running around fixing pieces and coordinating the sound system.. the little things.. even providing alot of comic relief. then again, that's the way i am with things i (insert big word here). <- yeah, this paragraph is probably meant for someone.
ok, now the hard part..
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