from the outside looking in

originally, this post was not supposed to include anything of a flamingo looking in on a high window or anything of that sort, but something i saw just a few moments ago just sealed the deal (more on this later).

Last saturday, I helped organize a concert. I won't go into it too much, but long and short of it is that i didn't play. In all honesty, it was weird. I don't know if it's the limelight, or the audience impact, or the sound that the guitar makes as i pluck out the melody, or whatever. None of my family are into performing, so i really don't know where this came from.. middle child syndrome maybe? anyway.. I'm just thankful i have an outlet.. which will be rocking on this sunday, 11am at the parish of the holy sacrifice in UP, and again at 6 in Gapan, Nueva Ecija. But it doesn't end there...

I'm being considered for what i can consider a dream job. Nothing is sure yet, except that someone asked for my resume. I hope I get it.. (I think it best not to mention details here, but if I'm close to you, I've probably mentioned this already)

And to get back to the start of this post. I saw something that sealed the deal for me. Sad, but it looks like it really is time to move on. It's sad because I felt I've made myself as available as I could, and have given my all.. but the past few instances are just too much, besides, I'm still serving, and am still willing to do most if not all that is asked of me, and now, I dare say that i serve a greater scope. Yes it pains mo to let go, but it's time to move on. I don't know if I still want to come back, if I want to leave completely or drop by, something I will decide over the next few months.. haaay. probably, I don't know. Besides, I'm now in a position i want to be for my other similar groups. bottom line, I'll make myself availabe if they want me to make myself available.

Oh yes, for those of you who read this and don't know, I most ungraciously got kicked out of the most esteemed Legal institution in the country. I won't comment about this here as it is in all respects moot. I did visit today, as a very close friend asked me to drop by and run a favor. I saw alot of friends, generally had a good time. I miss my law friends, both profs and students.

I remember a quote from fr. Onet back in the cabanatuan gig.. fr coehlo,“When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.” I think it's best to end here for now...