i need an ego boost...

the last time i worked on a project that could be grouped similarly to the dec 13 thing was about 2 years ago... the main difference there was that at that point in time, it felt much different. It's still the same motivation pushng me to do this project (yes contrary to what may be perceived as an underlying supervening motive). Right now, I just feel tired, and hope to the big boss up there that what I'm doing will pay off on wednesday. 4 days to go. I have to study ahead since i won't get any studying done this week, but it's all good. AMDG.

and on the other thing that's going on..

haaay. damn. i remember before third year hs that crappy bday streak i had... i hope not. then again, this year's going to be only the second time i will not be with my family for my birthday. :( oh well, it's my choice anyway.

ok, chin up, smile.. fight!