Carter racing and more signs

I just blew up 7 people into thin air.

Things aren't always what they seem. I guess even in class this point just had to be emphasized, as if I didn't have enough of that already over the past months.

I can only say that for now, I'm practically crawling where I used to run. Now I'm at a point where I'm fretting like a girl (no offense meant to anyone, I'm simply playing on stereotypes and do not necessarily mean anything about this), right Klara?

I honestly don't know if I'm gasping at straws or not looking at things properly or whatever. I really don't know, except that if this were a few months ago, I would either have moved on, or gone forward (in this case I'd think I'd lean more toward the latter).

ahh, the complexities of decision making. I don't know if I'm running against a clock, and I know for one that putting deadlines to things like this never really work... so, in the midst of uncertainty, all I can really do I guess is hope and pray that I do the best thing for you. I hope you do well in your exam and get to rest after.