Monday, March 07, 2005

spin and whirl

the whole day, I've been thinking.

it's not that there's something explicitly wrong with how I feel or anything, it's just that I know things are "ok" yet something intuitive is screacming at me that there's something wrong. Now, I feel as if I just want to take a vacation for a long, indefinite period of time and just forget about everything. That oxymoron even brushed up against my mind, only probably because of what we watched last saturday. right now, everything just seems like a blur, dizzy swirls of bright colors slowly dulling out to a solid black.

Right now, I just want to break free of everything and fly, soar through the skies without much care in the world, sit on a beach or a mountaintop and just enjoy the scenery, run the course of the eco challenge without the pressure of a race and taking my time and enjoying each step of the way, read good books or watch plays movies or shows and run through different worlds and realities, to find my own little corner of the sky.

2 Comments:

Blogger tish martinez said...

take a vacation, why don't you?

go to europe or somewhere else really far from the usual, everyday things you encounter. it'll do you good.

12:38 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

let's go stalker..let's take our org with us..say Bora? with Bri? haha!!! the sun, the sand and the waves will do us good..Ü smile, dear..ohh..there's one more thing we can do.. SALSA!!yipee!

i can see how you're doing now..more or less you're doing good naman..if u need anything..just holler..batgirl will come getcha..haha!

3:35 PM  

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