just to cap off a crappy day

it's been awhile since i last posted. generally, i've been quite happy with all that's going on, dancing, and rose and all..

but when it rains, it pours. and if you're anything like me, you would have left the house thinking, it' will clear up by the time you get to school so you don't bring a jacket or an umbrella.

It's enough that Nissan's service is extremely lousy, and I might not have a car for the next month, and everyone's harassed with work and i can;t seem to focus.. then i had to see something that probably meant nothing but reminded me of something...

I've had more than my share of mistakes. and, well, i was reminded of one that is in the past, but even if it shouldn't, it still haunts me to this day.

since that time, I've moved on, she's moved on, what's done is done, and that's that. I'll probably never get to talk to her again, and this really hurts (for reasons that i don;t expect many people to understand).

i know this will never make up for what I did, but to say the least, I'm sorry.