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i just came from cleaning up days stuff in my room.. the next step is the to fix the stuff in my car. haaay. 7 batches, 2 anniversary masses, 1 btl, and p1. issues. music. housing. customs. transpo. bishop. bishop. security. crew practices. starbucks sessions. rounds. pot of gold. coffee with bones. movies. christmas party... damn. so much has happened since I entered days almost 2 years ago.

now I'm at a point where I need to know if people are merely putting up with me, or if they really want me there.

anyway...

I helped someone put up their orgs exhibit, and we're having lunch some time next week. cool. but... well, I dunno. rebound is the word that comes to mind. I'm probably just looking for someone again, and you happen to be someone I really get along with, gastronomically and otherwise. or is this me thinking too much again? besides, there's patch.

Do i love you? I don;t know anymore. what I do know is that at the very least I care about you, and I do want the best for you. I hope you pass, and get your diploma on you graduation day. to say the least, you deserve it. in fact, you deserve much much more.

on a more general note...

I guess you could say I'm no longer crawling. Maybe stumbling along, or strolling slowly, but I'm getting there. I will stand up, and get everything back.